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Date:	2009-11-18 09:11
Subject:	broken
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Mood:	anxious

Oh Livejournal, you'll always be there when I'm feeling like a whiny douchebag.

I couldn't help but notice I'm getting less and less emotionally stable lately. I feel as though I am bordering on, if not already participating in, behavior that could be considered "emo" or "fucked up" or "being an asshole".

So in the interest of not doing any of the following:

Alienating anyone

Pissing anyone off

Unnecessarily worrying anyone

Getting fired

I will begin radio silence in the public sphere starting today, continuing until I feel like ending it.

This means no more snarky, cryptic, depressive status messages on twitter or facebook, primarily. It also entails refraining from status messages of similar type for those in my IM circle. (Although I am contemplating maintaining "eat a bag of hell" because I think that's hilarious.)

It also means I will not be reading any of these streams either.

If you need to contact me, email and IM will work just fine. Twitter DM and Facebook private messages will also work. Public @ messages will not (unless I can get it to email me on those, but I'd rather not).

However if you email or IM me and I don't answer, there's a reason for it, like the fact that I work to secure indoor living and food, for example.

I am not ok, and I don't not want to talk about it unless you have some really clever ideas regarding solving the following:

Finding viable work for 3 young men, 18, 20, and 21 who are fresh in the job market.

Finding reliable fiscal support for 2 older women who are well out of the job market.

Finding housing for any and/or all of them.

I have real problems and I'm starting to handle them like a real dipshit. Part of solving this problem includes stopping my pity party long enough to make phone calls and get shit done. The other part might ACTUALLY involve seeing a doctor for once - though being the person I am, I'm still not entirely convinced.

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Date:	2009-07-10 09:28
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oh yeah, at work, gonna play in photoshop as much as I can today! WHOOO

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Date:	2009-07-09 17:29
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state of the hair as of last night, it's not really that green

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Date:	2009-07-09 17:18
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another shot of one in better shape

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Date:	2009-07-09 13:35
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Really not loving the random stabbing pains I keep getting in my back, knee, and hip

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Date:	2009-07-09 10:59
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oh boy delicious foods time! :D my favorite part of the day

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Date:	2009-07-08 21:21
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for better or worse, bleaching my hair again in prep for a re-dye

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Date:	2009-07-08 19:25
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making lamb, artichoke, & salad, having a nice tall dr. funk

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Date:	2009-07-08 17:34
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My own notion is that it is very unsportsmanlike to ever mention fraud. Accept anything. Then explain it your way.- Charles Fort

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Date:	2009-07-08 11:49
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FYI - I am in the process of moving across town. I will be selling or gifting a lot of my stuff & the family has a ton of stuff to purge too

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Date:	2009-07-08 08:00
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groooooooooo braaaaaaaaaains. also, I don't want to walk in the rain, my shoes & pants will get damp & stay that way, bawww

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Date:	2009-07-07 11:52
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Wheee! I just got dizzy! If I knew what was good for me I'd go home.

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Date:	2009-07-07 11:16
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someone's dumped bong water on the servers again, eh @rackspace?

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Date:	2009-07-07 10:33
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omg garlic mashed potatoes upstairs today. brilliant. stuffing is a little weird tho

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Date:	2009-07-07 10:23
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food time is now, so very now! Ah jeez am I ever starving. All this moving makes a body tired and such

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Date:	2009-07-07 09:37
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went to work today, trying to be non-stupid. not doing a very good job of it just yet.

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Date:	2009-07-06 22:21
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so tired! got most of the hard work done, I think slow and steady

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Date:	2009-07-06 07:56
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today we have to go back to the stratham place, finish getting stuff, & clean til I'm ready to die

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Date:	2009-07-05 23:01
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finally home after a VERY VERY long day of packing and moving, & that doesn't even begin to include MY belongings

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Date:	2009-07-05 08:17
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http://ping.fm/p/hFR5n - excellent iced coffee too, thanks adelles!!!!

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